.:Hidden Neurotica:.

Title: The Definition of Love
Author/Artist: flamika
Pairing: Souma Akito/Souma Kureno
Fandom: Fruits Basket
Theme: #20 – the road home
Disclaimer: If they were mine, Furuba would be a much happier place for Akito and Kureno. But alas, they belong to Takaya Natsuki, who makes them angst, and I just cash in on their suffering.
Additional Notes: Spoilers for Chapter 97.

( I want to kill anyone who touches you... Does that mean I love you? )

Title: Stranger
Author/Artist: flamika
Pairing: Souma Akito/Souma Kureno
Fandom: Fruits Basket
Theme: #6 – the space between dream and reality
Disclaimer: If they were mine, Furuba would be a much happier place for Akito and Kureno. But alas, they belong to Takaya Natsuki, who makes them angst, and I just cash in on their suffering.
Additional Notes: Spoilers for Chapter 97. This fic kind of grew out an AU that's been swirling around in my head for ages. I'll probably never write the AU, but I wanted to preserve a little bit of it, and so it appears here, in a dream.

( I am a queen, but I wear no crown. )

Title: Silence
Author/Artist: flamika
Pairing: Souma Akito/Souma Kureno
Fandom: Fruits Basket
Theme: #14 – radio-casette player
Disclaimer: If they were mine, Furuba would be a much happier place for Akito and Kureno. But alas, they belong to Takaya Natsuki, who makes them angst, and I just cash in on their suffering.
Additional Notes: Spoilers for Chapter 98.

( Her once-precious words now felt like poison, her bare skin like a sin. )

x-posted to 30_kisses, other comms

Title: Patterns of Nothingness
Author/Artist: flamika
Pairing: Souma Akito/Souma Kureno
Fandom: Fruits Basket
Theme: #19 – red
Disclaimer: If they were mine, Furuba would be a much happier place for Akito and Kureno. But alas, they belong to Takaya Natsuki, who makes them angst, and I just cash in on their suffering.
Additional Notes: Spoilers for Chapter 98.

( you don't have to wear that dress tonight )

Title: Unwritten (2/2)
Author: Flamika (flamika)
Pairing: Mello/Matt
Warnings: yaoi
Rating: NC-17
Beta'd by: Anez (angryhamster)
Spoilers: Up to Ch. 83, and for Matt's real name.
Disclaimer: Death Note characters and storyline are property of Tsugumi Ohba and associated publishers/licensors. Background information and other storylines are mine. This is a piece of amateur fanfiction; no profit is made.
Archiving: Tagged Entries on LJ and my website (eventually)
Summary: The sexiest thing is trust.

PART ONE IS HERE.

( The car's highlights spilled two overlapping circles of white illumination on the highway... )

Title: Unwritten (1/2)
Author: Flamika (flamika)
Pairing: Mello/Matt
Warnings: yaoi
Rating: NC-17
Spoilers: Up to Ch. 83, and for Matt's real name
Beta'd by: Anez (angryhamster)
Disclaimer: Death Note characters and storyline are property of Tsugumi Ohba and associated publishers/licensors. Background information and other storylines are mine. This is a piece of amateur fanfiction; no profit is made.
Archiving: Tagged Entries on LJ and my website (eventually)
Summary: The sexiest thing is trust.

( Winter reminded Matt far too much of death... )

Title: Truth
Author/Artist: flamika
Pairing: Souma Akito/Souma Kureno
Fandom: Fruits Basket
Theme: #13 - excessive chain
Disclaimer: If they were mine, Furuba would be a much happier place for Akito and Kureno. But alas, they belong to Takaya Natsuki, who makes them angst, and I just cash in on their suffering.
Additional Notes: Spoilers up to Chapter 131 of the manga.

( truth )

I am a silly dork!

Title: Near and Mello Sitting in a Tree
Author: Flamika flamika
Pairing: Mello/Near (light), mention of Mello/Matt
Warnings: boy-love, crack, humor
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Death Note characters and storyline are property of Tsugumi Ohba and associated publishers/licensors. Background information and other storylines are mine. This is a piece of amateur fanfiction; no profit is made.
Notes: If you couldn't already tell by the title, this is not a serious fic! It's one of my lame attempts at humor. If this fic could have another title, it would be "Brilliant Alcoholic Arse-Babies" or "Mello's Hips Don't Lie." XD
Summary: ...not everything in the world was predictable, least of all flying footballs and Mello.

( Near wasn't a troublemaker, but somehow he found himself in bad situations even when he made every effort to mind his own business... )

Title: Trust Games
Author: Flamika (flamika)
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Near, Matt, Mello
Warnings: adult language
Beta'd by: Anez (angryhamster)
Disclaimer: Death Note characters and storyline are property of Tsugumi Ohba and associated publishers/licensors. Background information and other storylines are mine. This is a piece of amateur fanfiction; no profit is made.
Archiving: Tagged Entries on LJ and my website (eventually)
Summary: Who will catch you when you fall?

( just hold onto your trust )

Title: Fatal Flaw
Author: Flamika (flamika)
Rating: R
Pairing: Mello/Matt
Warnings: yaoi, adult language
Spoilers: Chapter 83, and the Death Note novel: Another Note
Beta'd by: Anez (angryhamster)
Disclaimer: Death Note characters and storyline are property of Tsugumi Ohba and associated publishers/licensors. Background information and other storylines are mine. This is a piece of amateur fanfiction; no profit is made.
Archiving: Tagged Entries on LJ and my website (eventually)
Summary: You can't fight the future.

Alternate Language: Spanish (translation by koulover)

( When they told you that you were destined to be a murderer, you just smiled... )

(x-posted to death_eyes)

Title: Continue?
Author: Flamika (flamika)
Rating: R
Pairing: Mello/Matt
Warnings: yaoi, adult language
Spoilers: only if you don't know who Matt is
Beta'd by: Anez (angryhamster)
Disclaimer: Death Note characters and storyline are property of Tsugumi Ohba and associated publishers/licensors. Background information and other storylines are mine. This is a piece of amateur fanfiction; no profit is made.
Archiving: Tagged Entries on LJ and my website (eventually)
Summary: Matt's favorite letter is "M."

Alternate Language: Chinese (translation by cainhome86)

( One evening when I was using my neighbor's wireless Internet to download porn... )

(x-posted to death_eyes)

Title: Dead Soldiers With Unmarked Graves
Author: flamika
Genre: General
Disclaimer: Death Note characters and storyline are property of Tsugumi Ohba and associated publishers/licensors. Background information and other storylines are mine. This is a piece of amateur fanfiction; no profit is made.
Spoilers: Up to Chapter 108.
Additional Notes: “Dead Soldiers With Unmarked Graves” is the title of a piece from the Mobile Suit Gundam Wing soundtrack.
Summary: Near is always an enigma, even when everything is over.

( The promise of a storm hung heavily in the air... )

Title: Lunar Eclipse
Author/Artist: flamika
Pairing: Souma Akito/Souma Kureno
Fandom: Fruits Basket
Theme: #21- violence
Disclaimer: If they were mine, Furuba would be a much happier place for Akito and Kureno. But alas, they belong to Takaya Natsuki, who makes them angst, and I just cash in on their suffering.
Additional Notes: Spoilers up to Chapter 124 of the manga.

( that's how i knew this story would break my heart... )

x-posted 30_kisses, altar_of_akito, and _tori_no_uta_

Author: Flamika (flamika)
Title: Distant Sun 8/8
Pairing(s)/Main Character(s): Overall: Mello/Matt (main), other Mello pairings; This part: Mello/Matt
Rating: Overall: NC-17; This part: NC-17
Disclaimer: Death Note characters and storyline are property of Tsugumi Ohba and associated publishers/licensors. Background information and other storylines are mine. This is a piece of amateur fanfiction; no profit is made.
Warnings: yaoi, sex, cursing
Spoilers: Spoilers up to Chapter 99.
Summary: Even as Mello tries to shape his own future, there are people in his life who helped shape who he is.

Previous Entries: 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7

First the pain lifted, then you flickered and went out...

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Extra: ( Distant Sun OST )

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A big thanks to everyone who read this and left feedback, or just read it. =) If I knew how to make those LJ hearts, I'd obnoxiously make a whole row of them right now.

Title: Distant Sun 7/8
Pairing(s)/Main Character(s): Overall: Mello/Matt (main), other Mello pairings; This part: slight Mello/Matt
Rating: Overall: NC-17; This part: R
Disclaimer: Death Note characters and storyline are property of Tsugumi Ohba and associated publishers/licensors. Background information and other storylines are mine. This is a piece of amateur fanfiction; no profit is made.
Warnings: cursing, sexual references, implied yaoi, slight boy-love
Spoilers: Spoilers up to Chapter 83.
Summary: Even as Mello tries to shape his own future, there are people in his life who helped shape who he is.

Previous Entries: 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6

We could be heroes, just for one day...

Title: Distant Sun 6/8
Pairing(s)/Main Character(s): Overall: Mello/Matt (main), other Mello pairings; This part: Mello/Hal, slight Mello/Matt
Rating: Overall: NC-17; This part: NC-17
Disclaimer: Death Note characters and storyline are property of Tsugumi Ohba and associated publishers/licensors. Background information and other storylines are mine. This is a piece of amateur fanfiction; no profit is made.
Warnings: sex, cursing, slight boy-love
Spoilers: Spoilers up to Chapter 83.
Summary: Even as Mello tries to shape his own future, there are people in his life who helped shape who he is.

Previous Chapters: 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5

Like any uncharted territory, I must seem greatly intriguing...

Title: Distant Sun 5/8
Pairing(s)/Main Character(s): Overall: Mello/Matt (main), other Mello pairings; This part: implied Mello/OCs
Rating: Overall: NC-17; This part: R
Disclaimer: Death Note characters and storyline are property of Tsugumi Ohba and associated publishers/licensors. Background information and other storylines are mine. This is a piece of amateur fanfiction; no profit is made.
Warnings: violence, cursing, sexual themes, implied yaoi
Spoilers: Spoilers if you don't know who Matt is.
Summary: Even as Mello tries to shape his own future, there are people in his life who helped shape who he is.

Previous Chapters: 1 / 2 / 3 / 4

You called me bad, and I posed like a gutter queen in a dress sewn of knives...

Title: Distant Sun 4/8
Pairing(s)/Main Character(s): Overall: Mello/Matt (main), other Mello pairings; This part: Mello/Near, Mello/Matt
Rating: Overall: NC-17; This part: R
Disclaimer: Death Note characters and storyline are property of Tsugumi Ohba and associated publishers/licensors. Background information and other storylines are mine. This is a piece of amateur fanfiction; no profit is made. Text for L's challenge to Kira is from Viz's English release, with some minor modifications.
Warnings: boy-love, cursing
Spoilers: Spoilers only if you don't know who Matt is.
Summary: Even as Mello tries to shape his own future, there are people in his life who helped shape who he is.

Previous Chapters: 1 / 2 / 3

If love isn't forever, and it's not the weather, hand me my leather...

Title: Distant Sun 3/8
Pairing(s)/Main Character(s): Overall: Mello/Matt (main), other Mello pairings; This part: one-sided L/Mello, slight Mello/Matt
Rating: Overall: NC-17, This part: PG-13
Disclaimer: Death Note characters and storyline are property of Tsugumi Ohba and associated publishers/licensors. Background information and other storylines are mine. This is a piece of amateur fanfiction; no profit is made.
Warnings: cursing, slight boy-love
Spoilers: Spoilers if you don't know who Matt is.
Summary: Even as Mello tries to shape his own future, there are people in his life who helped shape who he is.

Previous Chapters: 1 / 2

Sugar, he brings me sugar...

Title: Distant Sun 2/8
Pairing(s)/Main Character(s): Overall: Mello/Matt (main), other Mello pairings; This part: no pairings
Rating: Overall: NC-17; This part: PG-13
Disclaimer: Death Note characters and storyline are property of Tsugumi Ohba and associated publishers/licensors. Background information and other storylines are mine. This is a piece of amateur fanfiction; no profit is made.
Warnings: cursing, sexual humor
Spoilers: Spoilers if you don't know who Matt is.
Summary: Even as Mello tries to shape his own future, there are people in his life who helped shape who he is.

Previous Chapters: 1

You possess every trait that I lack, by coincidence or by design...